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[27 Apr 2005|08:07pm] |
i am done
livejournal has drama. and i dont want it. i get enough @ school. so i may make a new name, may not. we'll see.
later- it's been real.
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[27 Apr 2005|07:25pm] |
You Know You're From Arizona When... |
You've signed so many petitions to recall governors you can't remember the name of the incumbent.
You notice your car overheating before you drive it.
You no longer associate bridges or rivers with water.
You know a swamp cooler is not a happy hour drink.
You can hear the weather forecast of 115 degrees without flinching.
YSou can be in the snow, then drive for an hour...and it will be over 100 degrees.
You discover, in July it only takes two fingers to drive your car, because your steering wheel is so hot.
You can make sun tea instantly.
You run your a/c in the middle of winter so you can use your fireplace.
The best parking is determined by shade.....not distance.
You realize that "Valley Fever" isn't a disco dance.
Hotter water comes from the cold water tap than the hot one.
It's noon in July, kids are on summer vacation and yet all the streets are totally empty of both cars and people.
You actually burn your hand opening the car door.
Sunscreen is sold year round, kept right at the checkout counter.
You put on fresh sunscreen just to go check the mail box.
Some fools will market mini-misters for joggers and some other fools will actually buy them. Worse.....some fools actually try to jog.
You know hot air balloons can't rise because the air temperature is hotter than the air
inside the balloon.
No one would dream of putting vinyl inside a car.
You see two trees fighting over a dog.
You can say "Hohokam" and people don't think you're laughing funny
You see more irrigation water on the street than there is in the Salt River
You have to go to a fake beach for some fake waves
You can pronounce"Saguaro", "Tempe", "San Xavier", "Canyon de Chelly", "Mogollon Rim", and "Cholla"
You can understand the reason for a town named "Why"
You can fry an egg on the hood of a car IN THE MORNING!
You hear people say "but it's a DRY heat!"
You buy salsa by the gallon.
Your Christmas decorations include sand and l00 paper bags.
You think a red light is merely a suggestion.
All of your out-of-state friends start to visit after October but clear out come the end of April.
You think someone driving wearing oven mitts is clever.
Most of the restaurants in town have the first name "El" or "Los."
You think 60 tons of crushed red rock makes a beautiful yard.
Your house is made of stucco and has a red clay tile roof.
Vehicles with open windows have the right-of-way in the summer.
Most homes have more firearms than people.
Kids will ask, "What's a mosquito?"
People who have black cars or black upholstery in their car are automatically assumed to be from out of-state or nuts.
You know better than to get into a car with leather seats if you're wearing shorts.
If you haven't worked for Motorola at some time, you must be a newcomer.
You can finish a Big Gulp in 10 minutes and go back for seconds.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Arizona.
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[26 Apr 2005|07:12pm] |
LAST..
:x: movie you rented = none
:x: movie you bought = napolean dynamite
:x: Last song you listened to= how do you get that lonley
:x: song that was stuck in your head = "damien is his name.."
:x: c.d. you bought = system of a down
:x: c.d. you listened to = switchfoot
:x: person you've called = alexander :D
:x: person that's called you = jeffrey
:x: TV show you've watched = CMT MUSIC VIDEOS
DO..
:x: you have a crush on someone = nope
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = totally
:x: you believe in online dating = Depends
:x: others find you attractive = sure
:x: you like to clean= No
:x: you like roller coasters = No
:x: you write in cursive or print = Print, it's wayyyy prettier
FOR OR AGAINST..
:x: long distance relationships = for
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = Against
:x: teenage smoking = for
:x: driving drunk = Against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = if your happy ur happy
HAVE YOU..
:x: ever cried over a girl= Yes
:x: ever cried over a boy = Yes
:x: ever lied to someone = Yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yes
:x: ever been arrested = nope
WHAT..
:x: shampoo do you use = suave
:x: shoes do you wear = flips, slippers, and phat farms
:x: are you scared of = spiders snakes loneiness clowns
NUMBER..
:x: of times I have been in love? = i am in love now, and this is the only real love.
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 4
:x: of hearts I have broken? = none most likely
:x: of boys I've slept with? = Virgin. Zero
:x: of scars on my body? = at least 10
:x: of things in my past that I regret = none. i learn from my mistakes.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE..
:x: pretty? = yes
:x: funny? = sure, if you get my jokes, yeah
:x: hot? = nope
:x: friendly? = Yes
:x: ugly? = sometimes
:x: lovable? = of course
:x: caring? = yup
:x: sweet? = most of the time
:x: dorky? = loads of the time
PERSON WHO LAST..
:X: Slept in your bed: Autmn Rose
:X: Saw you cry: Mom
:X: Made you cry: I cry for no reason
:X: You went to the movies with: sister
:X: Sent you an email: alexander todd
HAVE YOU EVER..
:X: Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes- did just a while ago
:X: Went out in public in your pajamas: yuh
:X: Kept a secret from everyone: Yea
:X: Cried during a movie: of course!
:X: Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: Nope, Im Too Young For Them
:X: Been on stage: yeah
:X: Been to New York: never been
:X: Been to California: Mhmm
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[25 Apr 2005|05:07pm] |
[x] school: was so easy it made me sick!
[xx] work is okay. im there now- trying to make my $100 a week. i have $200 saved to see alex already. :D
[xxx] this weekend was nice. saw daniel, talked to both alex and jeff, but lacked sleep.
[xxxx] yesterday was 10mnths for me and alex. wo0p
[xxxxx] my birthday is in one month from yesterday. 17 wo0p.
still dont know about net guys. dont forget me. dont delete me. i ♥ you all so much!
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[19 Apr 2005|08:06pm] |
[x] school was dull. chemistry pba.
[xx] bus ride was interesting. when we got off, talon (who is gay) smacked my ass. twice.
[xxx] work was non-busy. didnt really work at all.
[xxxx] called alexander♥ yaya. he's getting high tomorrow. o-well.
thats all
kthnxbye.
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[18 Apr 2005|12:25am] |
le sigh.
i miss my boyfriend.
and my kelli (superwoman).
le sigh.
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[17 Apr 2005|11:15pm] |
Two souls entwined. Their futures combined. Two hearts with one beat. It was destined they meet. Two dreams come true. Starting forever with "I do."
-T H I S . I S . M E-
[my name is]: Ashley Renee
[in the morning I am]: Grumpy
[all I need is]: Alexander
[love is]: Only true once
[I'm afraid of]: Losing Him
[I dream about]: Making my life the best it can be
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Neither, Moutain Dew
[flowers or candy]: flowers
[tall or short]: tall
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- <<
[what do you notice first?]: eyes
[dream boy/girlfriend]: Exactly what I have
[do you believe in love at first sight?]: No. Love is only comes after two people get to know one another. Maybe the prospect of being able to love a person is there.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Alexander
[makes you smile]: Alexander
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Alexander
[has a crush on you?]: Hopefully nobody, ahaha.
[easiest to talk to]: Crystal
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: maybe.
[save aol/aim conversations]: lol, no. i save.. yahoo ones?
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: sometimes.. when that time of the month comes
[lie?]: i lie about little things that wont hurt anybody, but nothing big.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O NNN-
[you talked to on the phone]: Jeffrey
[hugged]: My Mommy
[you instant messaged]: Catie
[you laughed with]: Jeffrey
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: used too
[ever get off the damn computer]: yeah
[habla espanol]: little bit
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: i have
[obsessive]: depends
[could you live without the computer?]: am doing so now.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 26 (some ppl have more than 1 name tho)
[what's your favorite food?]: chinese
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: apple
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunset
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: no
-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: 2
[of hearts I have broken?] : me, break hearts?
[of boys I have kissed?] : uh.. honestly.. none
[of girls I have kissed?] : nope
[of continents I have lived in?] : 1
[of drugs taken illegally?] : none :)
[of tight friends?] : 3
[of cd's that i own?] : lots?
[of scars on my body?] : 9+
[of things in my past that i regret?] : nothing, you learn from your mistakes. everything happens for a reason
LAST.RUN
I KNOW: its late
I HAVE: lots kept inside
I WISH: Alexander was here
I HATE: liars
I MISS: Alexander
I FEAR: spiders
I HEAR: radio
I SEARCH: for my reason
I WONDER: when are we leaving work?
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: alexander todd
I ACHE: head (all the time!)
I CARE: about everybody, some more than others
I ALWAYS: try
I AM NOT: awake
I DANCE: alone, i suck
I SING: badly
I CRY: over simple things & sometimes for no reason
I DO NOT ALWAYS: listen to elders
I WRITE: too much
I WIN: never
I LOSE: my thoughts
I CONFUSE: just about everybody
I LISTEN: mom and alexander
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: school/work/home
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: my relationship with the two most important ppl in my life- Mom & Alexander
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[12 Apr 2005|01:32pm] |
topanga:you are you and i am i. you do your thing and ill do mine. and if we end up together, its beautiful
♥♥♥♥♥♥
shawn: you ok?
cory: yea sure. its a strange feeling though
shawn: what? that its finally over between you and topanga?
cory: no, being the only person who knows its not - boy meets world
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[12 Apr 2005|01:18pm] |
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♥LAST NIGHT♥
[x] i yelled at alexander because he got high. and i hate him doing it. and the sad part is that he knows i hate it. o-well.
[xx] after i yelled at him and calmed down, the conversation was pretty nice. i kept saying i love you to him, like i hadda make up for being a bitch
[xxx] then i was tryna convince him to stay on the phone ((worked for afew)) and i was like "im prettier than you" and he was like "thnx" and was like "dont get me wrong, you're a pretty man" and i started cracking up. thennn he was like "you called me a boy earlier" and i was like "no.. you're a little man" and that made me start laughin harder. but im never gonna call my boyfriend "little man" again. because he sounds like dwarf, and he isn't. wahha. anyways.
♥TODAY♥
no school. woop. i've been working. that's all. and i miss alex. ima call him in a few hours. that's all about today. byeeeeee.
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i am such a busy whore!
[x] school
[xx] work
[xxx] phone with either my baby or jeffrey
[xxxx] homework
[xxxxx] sleep
and then i start all over again :( i never have time for anything but those four/five things. i dont really miss the internet, its odd. i used to love it. but i've gotten outta the habit && i can deal. school is getting harder while it gets closer to being over. im gonna be a freakin senior ((class of '06)) & newspaper is gonna suck. but o-well. my baby & i have been together for 9 1/2 months. stronger than ever. anywasy, im out!
♥-ashley
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[01 Apr 2005|07:09pm] |
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today sucked ass. i cried for like a half hour during third hour and then left. i HATE dan lindsay, he is very mean for a teacher. anyways. newspaper came out, it was good. the pictures weren't dark as fuck. but i got crtized by the band teacher ((see above)) and so that fucked with my day. after i went left school, i went to Lowe's with my grandpa and to help him with molding around this thing. then i came to work and almost got in trouble. some lady said i was "rude" to hear and told my mom and the owner. she's 41 years old and she was acting like she is in high school. it was gay. we had cake for nessa, she was all surpised n shit. oh, btw!
( yayyyy♥♥ )
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[31 Mar 2005|08:24pm] |
living with my mom is good. i like to, so far. i still dont have net, im at work. lol, but everything is going good. nothing really has happened except the lack of talking to alexander and the increase in talking to jeffrey. and watching aqua teen of course. but yeah. im talking to jamie about comm ((![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) _yeeehaww)) business! mucho importante! byeeee♥♥♥♥
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[29 Mar 2005|12:11am] |
1. When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love. Rebecca - age 8
♥ ♥
2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy - age 4 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
3. Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving Cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari - age 5 how cute. ♥
4. Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries with out making them give you any of theirs. Chrissy - age 6
5. Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Terri - age 4
6. Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy, and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny - age 7
7. Love is when you kiss all the time. Then, when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and my daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss. Emily - age 8
8. Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen. Bobby - age 7 (thats the cutest thing ive every heard..)
9. If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate. Nikki - age 6
10. Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it every day. Noelle - age 7 aw. ♥
11. Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well. Tommy - age 6
12. During my piano recital, I was on stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore. Cindy - age 8
13. My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night. Clare - age 6
14. Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken. Elaine - age 5
15. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford. Chris - age 7 :)
16. Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day. Mary Ann - age 4 ♥. i love my puppy. :)
17. When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. ♥ ♥ Karen - age 7
18. Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and doesn't think it's gross. Mark - age 6 haha. how i love kids. :) ♥
19. You really shouldn't say "I LOVE YOU" unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget. Jessica - age 8 (Priceless)
And, the winner was a 4-year-old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly man who had just lost his wife. When the child saw the man cry, the little boy went over into the man's yard and climbed on top of the man's lap and just sat there.
When the boy's mother asked him what he'd said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
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[28 Mar 2005|11:54pm] |
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my boyfriend is amazing. utterly amazing. he sat and talked to my sister for like 30 minutes about HER. and i love him for caring about her. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing.
♥-ashley
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[27 Mar 2005|10:10pm] |
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[26 Mar 2005|06:29pm] |
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today my bf left for florida. i miss him & hope he doesnt forget to call me.
i went to the swap mart, mad boring. o-well. slept on the ride home & got starbucks.
been sitting on my butt for a few hours and im bored as hell.
btw, im moving this weekend. livejournal, i'll be away for a few. emails are okay.
i can't get lj @ school. only at work. maybe that'll happen.
anyways. im talking to jamie on aim. and im done updating.
duct and cover
♥-ashley
7:11pm ;; i miss him so much. look @ my away msg on aim::
ashleyrenee xoxo: i don't care what anyone else says. we may not live near each other, but our love has helped us through so much. it is stupid to think that it won't last. just because we happen to be apart most of the year doesn't mean we can't love each other. you mean the world to me and i dont want anybody else. i love you and i miss you.. hearing your voice is the closest thing to touching you. right now this distance between us is out of our control, but i'm still hoping one day soon, i'll get what i'm wishing for. loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing i can't have you keeps me awake at night. i just want this to be simple, i just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms. then i'd truly be happy
oh gosh.. a week and he might not even call? *sigh* ;; 7:13pm
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