this is the story of a girl...

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-27T20:07:00

2005-04-28T03:02:03Z

i am done

livejournal has drama. and i dont want it. i get enough @ school. so i may make a new name, may not. we'll see.

later- it's been real.

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-27T19:25:00

2005-04-28T02:25:51Z

You Know You're From Arizona When...

You've signed so many petitions to recall governors you can't remember the name of the incumbent.

You notice your car overheating before you drive it.

You no longer associate bridges or rivers with water.

You know a swamp cooler is not a happy hour drink.

You can hear the weather forecast of 115 degrees without flinching.

YSou can be in the snow, then drive for an hour...and it will be over 100 degrees.

You discover, in July it only takes two fingers to drive your car, because your steering wheel is so hot.

You can make sun tea instantly.

You run your a/c in the middle of winter so you can use your fireplace.

The best parking is determined by shade.....not distance.

You realize that "Valley Fever" isn't a disco dance.

Hotter water comes from the cold water tap than the hot one.

It's noon in July, kids are on summer vacation and yet all the streets are totally empty of both cars and people.

You actually burn your hand opening the car door.

Sunscreen is sold year round, kept right at the checkout counter.

You put on fresh sunscreen just to go check the mail box.

Some fools will market mini-misters for joggers and some other fools will actually buy them. Worse.....some fools actually try to jog.

You know hot air balloons can't rise because the air temperature is hotter than the air
inside the balloon.

No one would dream of putting vinyl inside a car.

You see two trees fighting over a dog.

You can say "Hohokam" and people don't think you're laughing funny

You see more irrigation water on the street than there is in the Salt River

You have to go to a fake beach for some fake waves

You can pronounce"Saguaro", "Tempe", "San Xavier", "Canyon de Chelly", "Mogollon Rim", and "Cholla"

You can understand the reason for a town named "Why"

You can fry an egg on the hood of a car IN THE MORNING!

You hear people say "but it's a DRY heat!"

You buy salsa by the gallon.

Your Christmas decorations include sand and l00 paper bags.

You think a red light is merely a suggestion.

All of your out-of-state friends start to visit after October but clear out come the end of April.

You think someone driving wearing oven mitts is clever.

Most of the restaurants in town have the first name "El" or "Los."

You think 60 tons of crushed red rock makes a beautiful yard.

Your house is made of stucco and has a red clay tile roof.

Vehicles with open windows have the right-of-way in the summer.

Most homes have more firearms than people.

Kids will ask, "What's a mosquito?"

People who have black cars or black upholstery in their car are automatically assumed to be from out of-state or nuts.

You know better than to get into a car with leather seats if you're wearing shorts.

If you haven't worked for Motorola at some time, you must be a newcomer.

You can finish a Big Gulp in 10 minutes and go back for seconds.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Arizona.

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ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-26T19:12:00

2005-04-27T02:10:12Z

LAST..
:x: movie you rented = none
:x: movie you bought = napolean dynamite
:x: Last song you listened to= how do you get that lonley
:x: song that was stuck in your head = "damien is his name.."
:x: c.d. you bought = system of a down
:x: c.d. you listened to = switchfoot
:x: person you've called = alexander :D
:x: person that's called you = jeffrey
:x: TV show you've watched = CMT MUSIC VIDEOS

DO..
:x: you have a crush on someone = nope
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = totally
:x: you believe in online dating = Depends
:x: others find you attractive = sure
:x: you like to clean= No
:x: you like roller coasters = No
:x: you write in cursive or print = Print, it's wayyyy prettier

FOR OR AGAINST..
:x: long distance relationships = for
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = Against
:x: teenage smoking = for
:x: driving drunk = Against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = if your happy ur happy

HAVE YOU..
:x: ever cried over a girl= Yes
:x: ever cried over a boy = Yes
:x: ever lied to someone = Yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yes
:x: ever been arrested = nope

WHAT..
:x: shampoo do you use = suave
:x: shoes do you wear = flips, slippers, and phat farms
:x: are you scared of = spiders snakes loneiness clowns

NUMBER..
:x: of times I have been in love? = i am in love now, and this is the only real love.
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 4
:x: of hearts I have broken? = none most likely
:x: of boys I've slept with? = Virgin. Zero
:x: of scars on my body? = at least 10
:x: of things in my past that I regret = none. i learn from my mistakes.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE..
:x: pretty? = yes
:x: funny? = sure, if you get my jokes, yeah
:x: hot? = nope
:x: friendly? = Yes
:x: ugly? = sometimes
:x: lovable? = of course
:x: caring? = yup
:x: sweet? = most of the time
:x: dorky? = loads of the time

PERSON WHO LAST..
:X: Slept in your bed: Autmn Rose
:X: Saw you cry: Mom
:X: Made you cry: I cry for no reason
:X: You went to the movies with: sister
:X: Sent you an email: alexander todd

HAVE YOU EVER..
:X: Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes- did just a while ago
:X: Went out in public in your pajamas: yuh
:X: Kept a secret from everyone: Yea
:X: Cried during a movie: of course!
:X: Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: Nope, Im Too Young For Them
:X: Been on stage: yeah
:X: Been to New York: never been
:X: Been to California: Mhmm

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-25T17:07:00

2005-04-26T00:03:34Z

[x] school: was so easy it made me sick!
[xx] work is okay. im there now- trying to make my $100 a week. i have $200 saved to see alex already. :D
[xxx] this weekend was nice. saw daniel, talked to both alex and jeff, but lacked sleep.
[xxxx] yesterday was 10mnths for me and alex. wo0p
[xxxxx] my birthday is in one month from yesterday. 17 wo0p.

still dont know about net guys. dont forget me. dont delete me. i ♥ you all so much!

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-19T20:06:00

2005-04-20T03:01:48Z

[x] school was dull. chemistry pba.
[xx] bus ride was interesting. when we got off, talon (who is gay) smacked my ass. twice.
[xxx] work was non-busy. didnt really work at all.
[xxxx] called alexander♥ yaya. he's getting high tomorrow. o-well.

thats all
kthnxbye.

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-18T00:25:00

2005-04-18T07:19:56Z

le sigh.
i miss my boyfriend.
and my kelli (superwoman).
le sigh.

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-17T23:15:00

2005-04-18T06:17:30Z

Two souls entwined. Their futures combined. Two hearts with one beat. It was destined they meet. Two dreams come true. Starting forever with "I do."

-T H I S . I S . M E-
[my name is]: Ashley Renee
[in the morning I am]: Grumpy
[all I need is]: Alexander
[love is]: Only true once
[I'm afraid of]: Losing Him
[I dream about]: Making my life the best it can be

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Neither, Moutain Dew
[flowers or candy]: flowers
[tall or short]: tall

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- <<
[what do you notice first?]: eyes
[dream boy/girlfriend]: Exactly what I have
[do you believe in love at first sight?]: No. Love is only comes after two people get to know one another. Maybe the prospect of being able to love a person is there.

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Alexander
[makes you smile]: Alexander
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Alexander
[has a crush on you?]: Hopefully nobody, ahaha.
[easiest to talk to]: Crystal

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: maybe.
[save aol/aim conversations]: lol, no. i save.. yahoo ones?
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: sometimes.. when that time of the month comes
[lie?]: i lie about little things that wont hurt anybody, but nothing big.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O NNN-
[you talked to on the phone]: Jeffrey
[hugged]: My Mommy
[you instant messaged]: Catie
[you laughed with]: Jeffrey

-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: used too
[ever get off the damn computer]: yeah
[habla espanol]: little bit

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: i have
[obsessive]: depends
[could you live without the computer?]: am doing so now.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 26 (some ppl have more than 1 name tho)
[what's your favorite food?]: chinese
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: apple
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunset
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: no

-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: 2
[of hearts I have broken?] : me, break hearts?
[of boys I have kissed?] : uh.. honestly.. none
[of girls I have kissed?] : nope
[of continents I have lived in?] : 1
[of drugs taken illegally?] : none :)
[of tight friends?] : 3
[of cd's that i own?] : lots?
[of scars on my body?] : 9+
[of things in my past that i regret?] : nothing, you learn from your mistakes. everything happens for a reason

LAST.RUN
I KNOW: its late
I HAVE: lots kept inside
I WISH: Alexander was here
I HATE: liars
I MISS: Alexander
I FEAR: spiders
I HEAR: radio
I SEARCH: for my reason
I WONDER: when are we leaving work?
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: alexander todd
I ACHE: head (all the time!)
I CARE: about everybody, some more than others
I ALWAYS: try
I AM NOT: awake
I DANCE: alone, i suck
I SING: badly
I CRY: over simple things & sometimes for no reason
I DO NOT ALWAYS: listen to elders
I WRITE: too much
I WIN: never
I LOSE: my thoughts
I CONFUSE: just about everybody
I LISTEN: mom and alexander
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: school/work/home
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: my relationship with the two most important ppl in my life- Mom & Alexander

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-12T13:41:00

2005-04-12T20:35:31Z

"If you can't get someone off your mind, chances are, they're supposed to be there."

"You're missing what's in front of your eyes. A girl that would give up anything just to be with you."

"It doesn't matter how long you've known him. If he's had you smiling since day one –don’t lose him."

"Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple with someone because you’re afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risk and requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and just wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever."

"Sometimes I wish he would just walk right up to me and kiss me without a care in the world."

"I don't care what it takes to make you understand I'll never leave you. I don't want to be standing here on my own without you because I'm nowhere if I'm not with you. I don't care what it takes to prove there's no way I can stand to lose you now."

"I've never wanted anyone, not like I want you."

“Unless you can see inside my heart there’s not way you could possibly understand how he makes me feel.”

“One smile and suddenly no one else will do.”

“As soon as you get that feeling you can start to live again. As soon as the worst is over
you can make it all make sense. Right now, I can't give you what you need. As soon as you get that feeling, run to me.” -Clay Aiken “Run To Me”

“I want to be the girl who makes your bad days better and makes you say, "My life has changed since I met her."

“You could hold my heart. It’s all yours, if you want.”

“All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us.” -The Notebook

“You only live one time and your chance to make it perfect is short. You have to forget the pain and what people did to you. Do what makes you happy. Live for yourself and no one else. Live for truth and be yourself. Most importantly live by the fact that everything happens for a reason.”

“You asked who I like and I said ‘no one,’ but what I really mean is ‘no one but you.’”

“Just like you can’t steal second base with one foot on first, you can’t move on to find new true love if you’re still holding on to the past.”

“I’m still here. I’m still holding on. I’m not leaving anytime soon. You can count on me.” -Jacqueline Kelly

“I want to be the girl he points to when he’s with his friends and says, ‘that’s her.’”

“He’s holding back he’s hiding, but what I can’t decide. Why won’t he be the king I know he is, the king I see inside.” -The Lion King “Can You Feel the Love Tonight?”

“When I’m not with him all I do is think about him. When I’m with him, all I do is look at him.”

“Just when you least expect it you start thinking about how he makes you laugh and how you feel when you’re around him. How you realize that after all this time you care about him a lot more than you thought you did.”

“I could conquer the world with one hand, as long as you’re holding the other one.”

“I never wanted anything, except to be your everything.”

“I can’t think of a greater fear, than waking up in the morning and not having you in my life.”

"She says she's different from other girls, but he just thinks that's what they'll all say."

“I want to be that girl you’re afraid to lose.”

“My Dearest Love, if you don't mind I'd like to join you by your side where we can gaze into the stars and sit together, now and forever. For it is plain as anyone can see we're simply meant to be.”

“I wish dreams were like wishes, and wishes came true, cause in my dreams I'm always with you.”

“You know that feeling you get when your on a roller coaster for the first time or your going a little to high on a swing or you hit a bump on the road and your stomach kind of flips? Well, that's the way I feel when I’m around you.”

“I wish I could open your gorgeous eyes and make you realize I’m crazy about you.”

“Just let me try, and I will be good to you. Just let me try, and I will be there for you. I'll show you why, you're so much more then good enough.”

“You were stupid to not see what you had. I was right there waiting for you and the sad part is that I would've waited forever.”

“It happens in an instant I'll be sitting or standing or walking or talking. I'll be thinking about something, anything, nothing at all, but then there you will be racing through my mind making my heart race the very thought of you in an instant makes me glow.”

“Something I've noticed about you is that you can always make me laugh, even when the sky’s full of clouds, and they’re all raining down on me.”

“…because that's what people do. They leap and hope to God they can fly because otherwise, you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in hell did I jump? Yet, here I am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly is you.” - Hitch

“…because he says the funniest things that put the pink in my cheeks.”

“I had every line rehearsed I'd say to you today. Then you looked into my eyes and they just slipped away.”

“He has something no other boy has: my heart.”

“You don’t even have to say a word. Silence is good enough for me just as long as you’re here.”

“You’re the one that makes me laugh, even when I don’t want to smile.”

“For the first time, I finally found someone worth trying to get. It’s not like ‘Oh, I like him.’ It’s more like ‘I really like him and I really want him.’”

“It's amazing how you can make my worst day perfect by just saying hi.”

“Every time she laughs, she hopes he's watching. Not so he sees she's happy, but so maybe, just maybe he'd fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his.”

“Sometimes you're afraid to become a couple because you're afraid of losing what you already have with that person, but life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever.”

“You know that feeling you when you're on a roller coaster or you're going a little too high on a swing and your stomach flips? Well, that's the way I feel when I'm around you.”

“ I’d be embarrassed if you only knew how many times you’ve come into my dreams.”

“Being with you made me feel like for once in my life I wouldn’t have to work so hard on being happy, that it could just happen again.”

“Sometimes, you need someone to be there for you. You need to go to someone just to hear them say that you are beautiful. Because it makes you feel better. But sometimes, no matter how many times someone calls you beautiful, you don’t want to hear it unless its from him.”

“Sometimes I wonder what it is about you that makes me try so hard.”

“Everything I’ve been dying to tell you is everything I wish you'd say.”

“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t say out loud.”

“Can’t you see were falling into absolutely nothing because we aren’t brave enough to catch each other.”

“In his smile and in his soul. How he makes every rotten little thing about life seem
like it's going to be okay.” Taking Back Sunday

“I'll fall asleep tonight because that brings me closer to you.”
“If anyone told you how nice you looked tonight they wouldn't mean it as much as I do everyday.”

“86,400 seconds a day is how much I think of you.”

“I’ll heal your wounds. I’ll set you free.”

“Sometimes what you're searching for is right where you left it.” -Sweet Home Alabama

“I'd rather die tomorrow, than live a hundred years without knowing you.” -Pocahontas

“When there’s something that you really want, fight for it. Don’t give up no matter how hopeless it seems and when you have lost hope in ten years from now you’re going to wish you gave it just one more shot. The best things in life they don't come free.”

“Take a step back, look at what you do to me.”

“Just because we don't say certain things, doesn't mean we don't feel them.”

“To me you're worth the fight, but I won't fight forever.”

“It’s amazing what one single person is capable of doing to you.”

“When the right person comes along, the whole world seems so beautiful. There's magic in the air and a sense of excitement.”

“When a girl hates you the way she hates you, that really means she likes you. That's basic kindergarten psychology.” -Dawson’s Creek

“Honey, you are a rock upon which I stand and I come here to talk. I hope you understand the green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you and how could, anybody, deny you?” -Coldplay

“Someday you’re going to meet someone who drives you mad. Who you're going to fight with and laugh with and do totally insane things for. Someone who turns your life upside down.” -Dawson’s Creek

“Every second I am without you, I’m a mess.” -The Used

“When I was alone you came around. When I was down you pulled me through
and there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you.”

“I need you. I need that guy who can make me laugh just by the way he says hello when I pick up the phone. The guy who makes my hands shake when I'm sitting next to him and the guy who isn't afraid to keep hugging me when I'm not ready to let go yet.”

“When people ask me what I see in you I don’t know what to tell them. Honestly; I don’t know, but when I look in your eyes, I see magic and it just makes me want to lose myself in your arms.”

“Every night before I go to bed, I close my eyes and think about what I did to deserve you. Then I realize I didn't do anything. I just got lucky.”

"I'm getting to love the thought of having you around. I'll never let you down."

"I'm glad I don't know everything about you, cause everyday you...amaze me."

“It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night but, I'd rather have you here with me right next to me.”

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-12T13:32:00

2005-04-12T20:27:31Z

topanga:you are you and i am i. you do your thing and ill do mine. and if we end up together, its beautiful
♥♥♥♥♥♥
shawn: you ok?
cory: yea sure. its a strange feeling though
shawn: what? that its finally over between you and topanga?
cory: no, being the only person who knows its not - boy meets world

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-12T13:18:00

2005-04-12T20:17:15Z

♥LAST NIGHT♥

[x] i yelled at alexander because he got high. and i hate him doing it. and the sad part is that he knows i hate it. o-well.
[xx] after i yelled at him and calmed down, the conversation was pretty nice. i kept saying i love you to him, like i hadda make up for being a bitch
[xxx] then i was tryna convince him to stay on the phone ((worked for afew)) and i was like "im prettier than you" and he was like "thnx" and was like "dont get me wrong, you're a pretty man" and i started cracking up. thennn he was like "you called me a boy earlier" and i was like "no.. you're a little man" and that made me start laughin harder. but im never gonna call my boyfriend "little man" again. because he sounds like dwarf, and he isn't. wahha. anyways.

♥TODAY♥

no school. woop. i've been working. that's all. and i miss alex. ima call him in a few hours. that's all about today. byeeeeee.

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-11T17:12:00

2005-04-12T00:10:53Z

i am such a busy whore!

[x] school
[xx] work
[xxx] phone with either my baby or jeffrey
[xxxx] homework
[xxxxx] sleep

and then i start all over again :( i never have time for anything but those four/five things. i dont really miss the internet, its odd. i used to love it. but i've gotten outta the habit && i can deal. school is getting harder while it gets closer to being over. im gonna be a freakin senior ((class of '06)) & newspaper is gonna suck. but o-well. my baby & i have been together for 9 1/2 months. stronger than ever. anywasy, im out!

♥-ashley

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-04T19:14:00

2005-04-05T02:09:49Z

you need to come with your own set of directions
so i know what i can and can't do or say when i'm around you

I can't believe you found me and rescued me
You rescued me from my insecurities
You showed me who I can be
And you put my mind and body at ease

You remind me of the things that I used to love and the things that used to make me happy.

If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun

life's too short so you've gotta sing out loud even though you suck, dance like no ones watching even if all you can do is the "running man", go bungee jumping even if you're afraid of heights, and try everything at least once so when your life flashes before your eyes, you'll smile knowing you lived your life like there was no tomorrow

in your life you just hit this age where you really don't give a fuck what people say or think about you...i'm at that age now. so what you want about me, you won't break me

Wouldn't life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, monday mornings were fun, junk food didnt make you fat, girls didnt cause drama, boys werent so confusing, nothing was regrettable, and goodbye's only meant until tomorrow

as her fingers turn the crisp pages of a fashion magazine her heart flutters, skipping a beat...in hopes that one day it will be her name plastered all over the fashion scene

you've hurt me a thousand times before
and i still come crawling back for more
but not this time, this time i'm gone forever
and i'm not coming back...ever

a love quote, a love poem, or a love song
could never come close to explaining how i feel for you
i love you deeper than the deepest ocean
higher than the highest mountain
and more than the amount of stars in the sky

because of you
i stand a little taller
because of you
my world's a little brighter
because of you
my smile's a little bigger
because of you
my life is so much better

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'Cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands
If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

its like im running a race to your heart, but somehow i always end up in last place

I've waited all year
And summer's finally here
So kick back, relax, have a beer
And enjoy the best time of the year

You don't know me so well...I think you know that now - I'm unbreakable...There's no need for fragile stickers

my heart is full and my door's always open...you can come anytime you want

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-02T13:40:00

2005-04-02T20:35:02Z

i ♥ it

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-04-01T19:09:00

2005-04-02T02:05:28Z

today sucked ass. i cried for like a half hour during third hour and then left. i HATE dan lindsay, he is very mean for a teacher. anyways. newspaper came out, it was good. the pictures weren't dark as fuck. but i got crtized by the band teacher ((see above)) and so that fucked with my day. after i went left school, i went to Lowe's with my grandpa and to help him with molding around this thing. then i came to work and almost got in trouble. some lady said i was "rude" to hear and told my mom and the owner. she's 41 years old and she was acting like she is in high school. it was gay. we had cake for nessa, she was all surpised n shit. oh, btw!

APRIL FOOL'S SUCKA'S! :)

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-31T20:24:00

2005-04-01T03:20:31Z

living with my mom is good. i like to, so far. i still dont have net, im at work. lol, but everything is going good. nothing really has happened except the lack of talking to alexander and the increase in talking to jeffrey. and watching aqua teen of course. but yeah. im talking to jamie about comm ((_yeeehaww)) business! mucho importante! byeeee♥♥♥♥

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-29T00:11:00

2005-03-29T07:11:34Z

1. When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love. Rebecca - age 8
♥ ♥

2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy - age 4 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

3. Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving Cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari - age 5 how cute. ♥

4. Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries with out making them give you any of theirs. Chrissy - age 6

5. Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Terri - age 4

6. Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy, and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny - age 7

7. Love is when you kiss all the time. Then, when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and my daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss. Emily - age 8

8. Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen. Bobby - age 7 (thats the cutest thing ive every heard..)

9. If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate. Nikki - age 6

10. Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it every day. Noelle - age 7 aw. ♥

11. Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well. Tommy - age 6

12. During my piano recital, I was on stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore. Cindy - age 8

13. My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night. Clare - age 6

14. Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken. Elaine - age 5

15. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford. Chris - age 7 :)

16. Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day. Mary Ann - age 4 ♥. i love my puppy. :)

17. When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. ♥ ♥ Karen - age 7

18. Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and doesn't think it's gross. Mark - age 6 haha. how i love kids. :) ♥

19. You really shouldn't say "I LOVE YOU" unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget. Jessica - age 8 (Priceless)

And, the winner was a 4-year-old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly man who had just lost his wife. When the child saw the man cry, the little boy went over into the man's yard and climbed on top of the man's lap and just sat there.

When the boy's mother asked him what he'd said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-28T23:54:00

2005-03-29T06:56:50Z

my boyfriend is amazing. utterly amazing. he sat and talked to my sister for like 30 minutes about HER. and i love him for caring about her. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing. amazing.

♥-ashley

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-27T22:10:00

2005-03-28T05:12:00Z

i spent $54 at walmart & napolean dynamite is so stupid. it goes to alex because i love him. i didnt do much but be lazy all day. i move tomorrow. sigh. oh well. bye. oh btw, i love my boyfriend & he doesn't look at boobies during spring break. fuck girls gone wild. :) kthnxbye.

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-26T21:54:00

2005-03-27T04:54:45Z

new layout is ♥ aqua teen rocks. so do my aqua teen t-shrits. so does this book http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/076360013X/104-5264142-7560732 & my boyfriend reading it to me. anyways bye.

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-26T18:29:00

2005-03-27T01:31:32Z

today my bf left for florida. i miss him & hope he doesnt forget to call me.
i went to the swap mart, mad boring. o-well. slept on the ride home & got starbucks.
been sitting on my butt for a few hours and im bored as hell.
btw, im moving this weekend. livejournal, i'll be away for a few. emails are okay.
i can't get lj @ school. only at work. maybe that'll happen.
anyways. im talking to jamie on aim. and im done updating.
duct and cover
♥-ashley

7:11pm ;; i miss him so much. look @ my away msg on aim::

ashleyrenee xoxo: i don't care what anyone else says. we may not live near each other, but our love has helped us through so much. it is stupid to think that it won't last. just because we happen to be apart most of the year doesn't mean we can't love each other. you mean the world to me and i dont want anybody else. i love you and i miss you.. hearing your voice is the closest thing to touching you. right now this distance between us is out of our control, but i'm still hoping one day soon, i'll get what i'm wishing for. loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing i can't have you keeps me awake at night. i just want this to be simple, i just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms. then i'd truly be happy

oh gosh.. a week and he might not even call? *sigh* ;; 7:13pm

and i hate you sometimes..

2005-03-26T05:45:40Z

nope. never saw the ring two. vanessa flaked out. bitch. instead i went to the mall with my sister & her gay friend talon ((he's a boy)). we had mad fun. i bought the following:::

♥ another aqua teen hunger force t-shirt
♥ 'the wedding' by nicholas sparks
♥ dinner
♥ face plate for talon
♥ cucumber melon lotion & body spray
♥ a massager thing

it was fun! muahz. anyways, bye bye bye. oh and my alexander is gonna call me tomorrow. :) i love him so0o much. 9 months yesterday. wahaha only july.

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-25T16:18:00

2005-03-26T00:19:09Z

im waiting on vanessa to come & get me. we are going to see 'the ring two' and prolly shopping. who knows. anyways. my sister's friends are here & one looks really hot in his jeans. but he's gay. and i have a boyfriend. ahah. bye

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-24T21:09:00

2005-03-25T04:10:22Z

saw this in __quotexwhore

i want a boy
a nice and bad boy
a boy who has spikey hair, and lets me play with it
he'll tell me we're like cory and topanga
he'll give me his favorite sweatshirt
he'll stay home and watch disney movies with me
& he'll tell me he loves it, even though he doesnt
he'll call me at 3 a.m and ask me what i'm doing
he'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me;
and needed to hear my voice
he'll IM me everyday before school saying "have a great day babe, i love you"
& he always whispers something sweet in my ear
he'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band
& he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me infront of his friends
when i cry he'll tell me i'm to beautiful to cry, and kiss away every tear
he'll always make me feel better because he has all the right things to say
all his friends will know we're in love because he talks about it with them
he'll stay up with me all night when i'm sick
when we're walking together, he'll stop and pick up a flower
and put it behind my ear
he'll love everything about me, and tell me that i'm perfect
we always end up laughing about silly fights
we wont get mad at making fun of eachother,
because we laugh at every bit of it
he'll surprise me by bringing me my favorite food when i'm having a bad day
whenever we went out for icecream, he'd put some on my nose...
then i'll put some all over his face
& we just never stop laughing
he wouldn't be scared to cry infront of me,
and he'll hold me when i cry
he'll introduce me to my friends as "the coolest girl he's ever met"
he'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from those 25 cent machines
he would take walks with me in the snow, and we'd catch snowflakes on our tongues
he would grab my neck and kiss my neck
& we'd always take pictures in photo booths
he'll let me go places with his mom
we would play tag and not care who's watching
we'd kiss in the rain
and when i hear him speak, i'll fall in love all over again
i want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,
and then go totally soft when i got sad and apologize
i want someone who will lay outside with me and look at the stars
someone that will squirt me with waterguns inside of the house
when we kiss, our hips will be pressed together
i want someone to be there, no matter what, always and forever
i'll be his everything, and he'll be even more to me
he will love me for always

sigh♥

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-24T20:49:00

2005-03-25T03:54:20Z

boys are dumb.

last night i finished my paper @ 11:30. took my ass four hours just to WRITE it out. i didn't type it, do my work cited page, or internally cite anything! so as i was typing it in 3rd hour/Lunch i did all that. it was like AHH crazy. i finished one minute before i had to go to 5th hour.

boys are dumb. oh, i said that already. my boyfriend would rather go to sleep than talk to me on our 9 month anniversary. but he prolly doesn't even know. o-well. he doesn't remember anything important that deals with me. only his precious mother. he most likely wont even call me while he's visiting her over break. god, isn't that gay! i mean, i know you miss your mum and haven't seen her since thanksgiving but gosh, you could call me just to say "hey i remember i have a g/f that i love. so i love you", ya know? iunno. i can deal for a week, right? ahaha, not. uh.. well ima go because i can. bye.

ashleyrenee___x @ 2005-03-23T20:13:00

2005-03-24T03:19:31Z

____YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: Ashley
[x] also: ash bird, ash, ash-e, uh.. cheif
[x] sex: Female
[x] my first breath of air: may 24, 1988
[x] age: 16
[x] status: i have the best boyfriend ever, alexander!
[x] occupation: i glo workshop & editor in cheif
[x] nationality: irish.english.german
[x] best homegirl[s]: kandace & liz

____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: when my cousin christopher was born, it was like 4 days after my worst!
[x] worst?: when i was 11, i cut my leg open sooo badly!!
[x] first word uttered: i dont remeber?
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: brendizzle (still talk/joke with her these days.. ahh the good ole days)

____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: i am taking a year or less off, and then im going to a community college.
[x] future resident of: florida
[x] wedding: small spring time wedding
[x] children: 1-2
[x] looking forward to: summer before senior year & my senior year!
[x] NOT looking forward to: research paper due tomorrow!

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: annoyed. by my cousin & my community.
[x] Listening: 'the santa clause 2'
[x] Talking: jamie♥
[x] doing: procrastating
[x] craving: food.. my alexander..
[x] thinking of: alexander, duh!!
[x] hating: adults.

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: a precious gift you only encounter truly once in life
[x] first love: shawn hinson-belcher
[x] current love: alexander todd fox
[x] love or lust?: i dont really know what love is.. but this is what i think love is
[x] best love song: time of my life - dirty dancing soundtrack
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: hell no.
[x] when love hurts, you: i cry. ugh.
[x] true or false - all you need is love: false, i could live without the ups and downs of love. but i dont want too.
[x] have you ever been in love?: yes
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: i think there is lust @ first site. but it takes time for a person to get to know another.

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: eyes, smile, and hair
[x] turn offs: cheaters, and liars
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not really.. but it's always a plus
[x] what kinda hair style?: i like short or kinda longish, curlish
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: tell me how much he needs me all the while holding me and kissing me
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: eh.. new people suck:x
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: hardly

____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: cat
[x] innie or outie: Innie
[x] sunshine or rain: Rain
[x] moon or sun: Moon
[x] basketball or football: neither, NASCAR!
[x] righty or lefty: Righty
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] bf/gf or best friend: both
[x] tv or radio: TV
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: Starbucks
[x] mc donalds or burger king: McDonalds.
[x] summer or winter: Winter
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo (old style)
[x] disney or nickelodeon: disney.
[x] car or motorcycle: car is nice, motorcycles are sexy
[x] house party or club: House Party!!
[x] sing or dance: sing.. badly!
[x] freak or slow dance: slow
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: both
[x] google or ask jeeves?: Google.

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: yeah.. pool's in the yard!
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: i feel a few times @ church, aha! and once @ school. yikes..
[x] what are you scared of?: spiders.. snakes
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: to date.. being editor in cheif
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: my soon be ex-house
[x] do you like tomatoes?: yes'm
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 3
[x] how many phones?: 8 + 4 cells
[x] how many residents?: 1 Male, 3 Females, 1 Dog, & Fishies
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: a lot of em
[x] last dentist visit: longggggggggggg time ago.
[x] last doctor visit: march 8th
[x] last phone call: sara about matthew going to the hospital and before that.. my lover!